This is the very first post from me. Obviously. Doesn't mean that i have never blogging before, i just want to keep my previous blogs in history. Because i sincerely think it's time to move on and move forward, leaving the previous me behind. Long story short, i want a positive change in me.
But i still do keep my posts before. Not gonna delete them permanently. There are good reference of me, of how i was and i would like to read them one day , and laugh thinking how stupid i was as teenagers.
Thinking that this year i'll be 23 made me realize that i'm old (not like old old, but you know that feeling like you're old). Back when i still have "-teen" in my age numbers, i used to look at those people above 20's as cool individuals who are matured enough and at the peaks of age. What's maturity anyway? *No idea*
I guess being silly and childish at 23 is still forgiven. I'm in transition state. In growing process to be a real adult. What i write here defines me at that time. In words, i hopefully see myself mature emotionally, spiritually, of course mentally and... physically? I might one day count my white hair and post it here haha.
You know when your thoughts are now at different angles, you think about future, jobs, marriage. You notice when little kids call you pakcik then you have to change.
Time to make a new history. I'll write about myself, about what happens around me.
And this new blog is the new me.
p/s: Jumaat selalu panas kat UM.