Static night and day. Everyday.

Assalamualaikum.

Morning!

It's not like everyday that i wish good morning at 4.30am. Especially if it is sunday, like today.

Although i sense that everyday in my life is always the same, whether there are lectures or not and if i had assignments or not. Honestly doesn't matter, for now.

i am enjoying my life at the moment.

i did nothing or anything according to my interest. And at this end of this 4th weeks out of 14, seems like it's equal to any day in the semester breaks. I'm not really in the study/final year mode. So academically, i'm static. Zero improvement.

However, i know my thesis needs its attention as it's supposedly required. I promise to take a look into it and have something to be brought forward to my sv. And i might consider to get those assignments and other workload done, slowing them from constantly piling up. At least to make a little progress in everything.

This 5th week can be the kick off of the semester. Thank You Allah, for this wake up call although i'm still sleepy and yawning in the process. Haih~

Anyway, Happy Sunday y'all.

p/s: i just got back from Uptown Danau Kota with my friends. That's why i'm still up. Tidur lepas subuh nantilah. =)

Rainy Thursday Evening.

Assalamualaikum.
Hi y'all.

I just bought books. This time it's a bit special. Mainly because i used my book vouchers courtesy of Pak Najib our PM. Secondly, i've never bought quite a number books in a single purchase. Beli 4 biji je pon. haha

So i purchased books. Not a big deal, rite? Well for you, perhaps. But for a broke pathetic student who thinks more than twice to spend on anything, buying books is something very huge, like something divine. *ini merepek, jangan percaya*. haha. Ok sincerely, i got books for free, i'm happy. =) who doesn't!?

All this thanks to the RM200 student vouchers.

So I spent RM50 of the voucher + RM30 of my own to buy books, which i think are awesome reading materials. It took me a while, wandering around the book store not knowing what to buy. As you should know, i am not an avid reader. Hate novels. I despise all kinds of lengthy stories and whatnot. Wait, that sounds too harsh. Take that back. I don't hate them, i'm just not in love with them. I don't like reading.

The thing is, i never find a novel 'that' interesting. Heck i never finished reading a novel. Except that Konserto Terakhir, a malay novel i read when i was 17. Finished, but with struggle because it's part of the SPM and i didn't trust all the literature explanations in the reference books. For the record, there are other literature books, which i read halfway during my 5 year secondary education. I prefer to read the short summary in the reference books. There, pecah rahsia. But i still aced the exams anyway. See, that's how excellent i was. *bajet* haha

Enough with the glory past.

So when i went through almost all sections, my eyes caught this pile of books between the entry and the cashier. They were hard covered with beautiful display of titles with pictures and stuffs. I browsed a few and to my surprised, i loved them. Because they're no way in hell looked like novels and the content were like kid's books, you know, less words, full of cartoons and illustrations. However in this case, no cartoons involved and the pictures and illustrations were more informative. Like encyclopedia.

They were histories via pictures, wars, traveler's journal, bibliography, cookery stuffs and whatnot. Imagine all these books with interesting pictures. Real pictures and cool stories behind it. (Cookbook is excluded, because it's recipes. No stories).

Long story short, i got myself a book about health problem. Lame, i know. But this book explains about health problem symptoms, the cause, prevention plan and everything that a doctor will tell you- in a book with less words and with simple non-medical friendly language. Again, the pictures inside are the reason why i chose it.

Alamak, tak solat maghrib lagi. I guess i'll explain other books in other posts. *Lagipon dah malas taip* Besides, i still got RM150 voucher left. Maybe i'll make a post, explaining all the books i buy using the voucher.

Maybe i'll love reading, one day.

Till then.

Random thought on Sunday

Assalamualaikum.

Hi again.

I read a blog about a student studying abroad, telling how she missed her parents, and of course everything here in Malaysia. I just want to highlight about the first one, about her missing her parents so bad.

Like her, I miss my parents too. So bad. Heck I miss everyone in my family although yes, i live in the same country with them. Not geographically thousands km apart like her and other overseas students. What hit me when i read her post is when she wrote about her skyping moment with her mom and her family.

Lucky her.

At least she gets to skype with them; see her family, talk to them live. They can communicate as if they're in front of her, despite the very far distance and time difference. Well I assumed what she missed so bad was perhaps something like you know, physical; that she couldn't hug them, kiss them, touch them.

Me? I couldn't skype with my parents. Only God knows how sometimes i really, really want to see my mom. I could only picture her in my mind, as what i can remember how she looks like. I have pictures of her, but she's not the same now.

Last time i saw her, she had more wrinkles and less teeth that really affects how she chewed her meals. And because of that, she also pronounce "s" or "f" differently. Would it be the same if i see her now? I'm pretty sure that she'd think the same. CauseI remember once when she was surprised as hell to see me all grown up; with facial hair, different physique, gemuk sikit haha.

The thing is, I can only call her. My mom doesn't know how to use skype. We can only talk without seeing each other. And i am hoping that she could use skype and the internet one day.

I would like to teach her all these internet stuffs (skype, fb) and how to use the computer.

And for that, i wish i have more time .

To those people who live abroad, whose parents have no idea how to use a video call and internet, you have my utmost respect. =)

Hot Friday

Assalamualaikum.
Hi y'all.

This is the very first post from me. Obviously. Doesn't mean that i have never blogging before, i just want to keep my previous blogs in history. Because i sincerely think it's time to move on and move forward, leaving the previous me behind. Long story short, i want a positive change in me.

But i still do keep my posts before. Not gonna delete them permanently. There are good reference of me, of how i was and i would like to read them one day , and laugh thinking how stupid i was as teenagers.

Thinking that this year i'll be 23 made me realize that i'm old (not like old old, but you know that feeling like you're old). Back when i still have "-teen" in my age numbers, i used to look at those people above 20's as cool individuals who are matured enough and at the peaks of age. What's maturity anyway? *No idea*

I guess being silly and childish at 23 is still forgiven. I'm in transition state. In growing process to be a real adult. What i write here defines me at that time. In words, i hopefully see myself mature emotionally, spiritually, of course mentally and... physically? I might one day count my white hair and post it here haha.

You know when your thoughts are now at different angles, you think about future, jobs, marriage. You notice when little kids call you pakcik then you have to change.
Time to make a new history. I'll write about myself, about what happens around me.
And this new blog is the new me.

p/s: Jumaat selalu panas kat UM.

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